Chapter 7

The following morning Nicky lay on the bed watching me get dressed. He was looking at my stomach strangley. I chose to ignore it. "Sweetheart, no offence meant but your stomach looks larger than usual.. infact it has for about a month or so.." He told me. I didn't think I had put on any weight, infact I had hardly been eating for the past four months. I turned sideways and looked at my stomach in the mirror. He was right it had gotton bigger. Infact my breasts looked bigger too.

I saw myself turn ghastly pale. Was I....no I couldn't be. "I think I need to go to the doctors.." I said, Nicky looked concerned. "Babe are you ok?" he asked, the worry was evident in his voice. I nodded.

Lucky for me the doctor could see me straight away as he had no other patients. He examined me, "is there any chance you could be pregnant?" he asked. Nicky's face lit up when he heard the doctor ask, he loved children. "It's.. possible" I replied quitely. "Well, we'll do a pregnancy test and see.." he said with a smile.

Turns out I was four months pregnant. Great. I was having a baby. This is amazing, I was having a baby! I couldn't wait, it was meant to be the best experience of your life!

Nicky couldn't stop singing "I'm going to be a daddy, I'm going to be a daddy!" for days! Then came the dreaded Friday. Oh how much I was looking forward to seeing Jon that night...not. I thought I was over Jon, but when I heard him on the raido... I knew I would never be over him.

I lay on the bed resting as Nicky got ready to go to the hotel early. "I have a seat reserved for you, you know I thought Jon Bon Jovi would be some big headed rock star, but he's kinda down to earth." Nicky had met the band earlier that day at the hotel, Jon and himself really hit it off. Nicky turned around, he was laughing to himself. "He had the funniest look on his face when I showed him a picture of my fiance.." Nicky immatated the look Jon had on his face, it was one of surprise. Wait.. did he say fiance? "Fiance?" I said, Nicky's smile grew wider. Before I knew it he was down on one knee. "Becky, I know we havn't been dating all that long, but I love you. Your the mother of my child. I couldn't ask for a better person to spend the rest of my life with than you, Rebecca Jones, will you marry me?" he asked. Marry him?! My head was screaming YES YES! SAY YES YOU FOOL! but my heart was screaming NO! YOU LOVE JON! BUT YOU LOVE NICKY TOO! YES! NO! YES! my heart was all confused. "Yes!" I replied with a smile. Nicky slipped a beautiful ring out of his pocket and placed it on my finger and then kissed me.