Chapter 6

Four months later...

Nicky and I rang each other every day. He was quite the gentleman. He was sweet, intelligent, funny, good looking, he could sing, play numerous instruments he was my perfect man and he was now living in the states. We had gone on several dates, Nicky got a job singing in a hotel and made quite alot of money.

We were both now living in San Franciso. I had to get far away from Jon as possible. I still cried myself to sleep most nights, I missed him so much. I have Nicky now, but why am I not fully happy?

I was sitting in my kitchen reading the morning papers and listening to the radio. "Big news for all you rock lovers out there!" The presenter said, this caught my attention. "We have Jon Bon Jovi on the phone with us," I wanted to turn off the radio and smash it against the wall, but I couldn't bring myself to do it, I needed to hear his voice.

"So Jon you have some exciting news for us, would you like to tell our listeners about it?" they asked, "Well Richie came to my house yesterday and I havn't been all that cheerful for the past few months, personal reasons, and he threw me this box and there was keys to my old harley in it, so me, Rich, Dave, Tico, Hugh and a few others are going on bike trip, we're starting on the west coast and we'll be making some stops in towns and preforming in bars or hotels or wherever we can and our first gig will be at the Madison Hotel next friday night," he said.

I thanked god my phone rang at that moment. "Hello?" I answered, "Hey baby," I heard Nicky say excitedly before I could say anything he carried on "Guess what? I'm going to be preforming with Jon Bon Jovi next friday at the madison, you gotta come! You'll be able to meet them too." He said. I didn't tell Nicky that I used to work for Jon Bon Jovi, let alone have an affair with him. "Uh.. yeah that'll be great," I lied, I really didn't want to go but I had been promising Nicky I'd go see him for ages and aswell this might be his big break. As much as I didn't want to go, I had to be there.

Later on that night he came over, he was sitting in my living room playing his guitar. He was playing and singing Tears In Heaven, he put so much emotion in it, I felt like crying. It was heartbreaking. He was such a magical musician. Much like Jon that way, he put every emotion he had into every song. Maybe that is why I like Nicky so much, he reminds me of Jon. They were both, funny, sweet, exceptional musicians, extreamley good looking. But Nicky wasn't married and Nicky really loved me, unlike Jon who was married with children and only used me for sex.